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Saturday, July 9th, 2011
10:26 am	Hmmm I have no idea why it is that photobucket is not working for me. I have been struggling with it for the past 40 minutes. The only reason why I love LJ is because it used to be hassle free and I could spy on my friends connect with alot of my friends through here.   Anyway, I might move on to something else if LJ continues to fail me:( Going for Chrystella's wedding later. Super Super excited because she is one of my first university friend who is getting married and invited me to her wedding and dinner.  hahahaha   Now, I need to decide what to wear. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2011
1:04 am	I think I did intend to do this project but I must have gotten bOred or lazy and gave it up. However, since I'm in the mood plus I got a handy iPhone, I should 乘火打铁 and just go for it. 5 things I know about myself 1) I still cry at romantic and touching shows no matter the number of times I have watched them. 2) My resolutions are very easily broken. (evident from my marking progress) 3) I'm still deathly afraid of getting forgotten. I have this morbid fear that I will be known as that cat lady who died in her apartment and no one knew. 4) I don't like to make friends or find it hard to maintain one. I'm just lazy. 5) I waste my brain space remembering useless stuff like celebrity gossip and nonsense. If there Is an exam on that, I will confirm ace it. Yup. That's it for e moment. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 19th, 2011
1:01 am	My fear I realise that I have a very different fear from many people. Would you call it a fear of resentment / loathing? ok, It is a hatred of mosquitoes. I really really dislike them. They create this innate fear that leaves me all jittery and annoyed. (jittery because I do not know when they will struck and annoyed that I am feeling jittery over a stupid mosquitoe) If i were to verbalise and elaborate on the extent of my fear of mosquitoes, it would almost be like being trapped in a room with a lion or cheetah. Except that I can see the cheetah or lion when it is about to pounce or eat me. I don't like this feeling of helplessness associated with a mosquitoe. You never seem to know when the mosquitoe will make it's grand appearance and suck my blood. I hate them so much that I sometimes imagine what they may be thinking and talking as they leave their bloody markings on me The dialogue between 2 mosquitoes Mosquitoe A: I'm hungry. My babies need their food. Oh woe me, what shall I do? (throws legs up over it's head) Hmm, I guess today's menu will have to be some thigh even though I had some of those ytd. Mosquitoe B: (looks up from painting it's tiny pinkys) Why not somewhere else? Mosquitoe A: ( smacks Mosquitoe B with it's wings) Are you trying to get me killed? The arms are too dangerous. The victim might see me and then it would be "thy kingdom come" for me. If i die, all my poor babies will never see the light of day. They will never be able to fufill their destiny and carry on that great legacy left behind by their parents and grand parents and great grand parents and ancestors.  Mosquitoe B: Ok, ok, i get your drift. (ponders)  I tell you what. Because you are an expecting mother, I will teach you the secrets that have kept me alive for so long. Guess how old i am? Mosquitoe A: (scratches head) err, 3 weeks old? Mosquitoe B: No silly, I am coming to my first 100 days. Mosquitoe A claps in admiration : Tell me your secret please, great guru... Mosquitoe B: Ok, because I am nice, here goes. (Mosquitoe A takes out a notebook and pencil and starts writing feverishly. On the other hand, Mosquitoe B adopts a lecture stance, puts on a pair of specs, clears throats and begins lecturing) Mosquitoe B: Aim for the places that the eyes can't see. Oh i know, how about the lips or the eyelids or the ears! But be sure to hide yourself. Half the battle is won when the loser of a victim can't see you. Follow my formulae and you will never go wrong. Inch, swoop, suck and fly. Repeat the formulae. It doesn't matter if you leave little bites all over. It's better to check if the coast is clear before returning for a sip then to commit the silliest mistake of taking a big gulp and getting discovered. Mosquitoe A: .... What a good idea!!! (stupid grin plaster on stupid face) Thanks your so much for your teachings. Will you accept me as your follower? If all goes well and I return, pls allow me to set up a school where your teachings will leave on forever. Long live Mosquitoe B. My babies are going to be very full tonight (prepares to fly away in search for a stupid victim)   The End Why this hatred? For some reasons, I seem to be a magnet for mosquitoes. They love to bite me. Next, I am major sensitive to the bites of mosquitoes. Their bites take forever to heal and they will always leave a mark on my skin. Lastly, their bites will always swell so if it was a sandfly bite, it becomes a normal mosquitoe bite and if it is a normal mosquitoe sucking my blood, the end result is a giant wound on my leg. Stupid !$#$^$%& mosquitoes. Therefore, I came up with this rule that should i come across information that there is a mosquitoe in my near vicinity , I will stop whatever I am doing and use everything in my power to track that little monster down and terminate it.  So one down, a million gazillion more to go Little monster deserves it (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2011
1:54 am	I don't understand why are there so many people eager to try their luck at cheating and getting the better of others. All the emails about me earning a million bucks or my friend is stranded in a god-forsaken country and someone robbed her etc. If i were to rate the level of credibility of their story plots, i believe it would score the same as Mediacorp's 7pm and 9pm chinese shows story plots. Usually, I would just ignore because only a sad pathetic person would try such a method (hopefully i will nv fall to such a stage) but this is soooo stupid that i couldn't help it. I received this email. Congratulations, We are happy to announce to you that your email address attached to ticket number 23R67G47 has subsequently won you the star-prize of Seven Hundred and Fifty Thousand Great British Pounds (£750,000.00 GBP) which is equivalent to 1,195,857.74(USD). in the just concluded Coca-Cola annual on-line free draws held on the (09th March,2011) Participants for the draws were randomly selected through an automatic email generating ballot system, drawn from a wide range of web hosts. To begin your prize claims process, it is important that you acknowledge your receipt of this correspondence. Send your response to your claims agent by replying to this notification:Please note, if you are not the right full owner of this email, do not respond to this mail thank Claims Agent: James Baldwin Tel: + 44-702-405-8881 Email: coca-colaclaimss.org@w.cn Do provide your claims officer with the requested data below. 1. Full Name: 2. Address: 3. Occupation: 4. Country: 5. Telephone: 7. Age: 8. How Do You Feel As A Winner? Congratulations to you from all members of this program.Send response to "coca-colaclaimss.org@w.cn" only.. Best Regards, Online Co-coordinator, Dr. Erick Bromhorst. Coca-Cola Online Promotion Do you really want to know what I feel as a winner, Dr Erick Bromhorst? I must say, this guy has a sense of humour. He knows that people are definitely going to see through this lousy guise of a "I'm not a scam" shit but hey, let's get something out of it. Let's get people to write about how they feel as a winner so that he can get a good laugh out it. Ok, because you asked for it, here goes. Hi, 1. Full Name: Dumbass, I am not. 2. Address:Never Never Land Ranch 3. Occupation: Smart person 4. Country: Far far away Kingdom 5. Telephone:9999999999999 7. Age: 89 8. How Do You Feel As A Winner? I want to be a millionaire, sooo freaking bad. (cue music) Pls get a proper job for goodness sake and stop trying to cheat people out of their hard earn money. You guys are the worst With Regards Dumbass, I am not With lots of love and kisses, I sent it back. Hope it made your day (: Dr Erick Bromhorst (person who doesn't know how to change his name when trying to cheat others with different scams.)   (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2011
11:52 am	I was reading my friend's blog and i suddenly had to inspire to write. I think the problem for me is that my ideas come and go like the wind. I might be inspired to write something but when i finally get down to it, I forget the inital intention. As i try to recapture that lost desire, I start to corrupt and taint the original thought and it becomes something that is far from what had originally transpired in my head.  No wonder people always sure "lost in translation" So, because of the lack of ability to express myself, i stop trying. I must break out of this stupor. I must write (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 18th, 2010
12:13 am	I love love love final fantasy series. Wait. To prove my love for it, Let me shout it out loud from the top of my block. . "I love Final Fantasyyyyyyyy!!!"  (echo, echo, echo )  I recently procured Final Fantasy II and Crisis Core Final Fantasy 7 for my goldie so that it will not feel bored.   For my soul mate, I have Final Fantasy III, Final Fantasy IV, Final Fantasy V, Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings, Final Fantasy Tactics A2: Grimoire of the Rift locked away in its little chip, unaccessible to me. (damn) I used to have Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles Series but I think it got corrupted during the downloading process so everytime when I try to load the game, it hangs and goes crazy on me... Had to dump it and my heart still aches... You will be sorely missed... For my slinky, I decided not to leave it out so i purchased Final Fantasy XI even though i loathe online games with a vengenace. However, it seems that I have misplaced the box somewhere in this jungle i call home... shit) Despite all that I have, I do not have the one that is my favourite, Final Fantasy VIII. I have the PC version but I cant play it on slinky cuz it is too high tech... damn the advances of technology...   I need more... I need to lay my little fat fingers on the rest of the series...  Arhhhh, I see a big black hole in my near future...   (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 17th, 2010
11:11 am	I am not ready to go back to sch!!!! What happened to the holidays???? My goldie is too young to go without me for a day. There are so many movies and books that i have not finished watching and reading... So many games that i have not completed playing. So many places that i have not gone and food waiting for me to eat.... Come back time, I promise i will be a good girl. (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2010
10:05 pm	Mom is coming home:D Finally!!!! My family is going to be restored from 3/5 to 4/5. Now for the last piece of the puzzle to come back from Japan She should be on her way to L.A if i am not wrong. May God watch over her journey that she may return safely back to us. Meanwhile, my loves... Thank you Emma for helping me with the tickets:D love love love. Let's dance like them next yr ok?   (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2010
9:14 pm	it is really by pure coincidence that i decided to embark on this very long journey of watching "Doctor Who". It was late one night, my father fast asleep, my mother and elder sister away on their holidays and my youngest sister at her night shift when i happened to chance on BBC entertainment and guess what they were showing on the channel. Although there was only 15 minutes left to the end of the show, it was enough to make my goosebumps rise at least 1 inch and get me hooked... I'm trying to find the title of that episode but it is being stubborn and evading identification. No matter, it will have to surface soon. The only problem now is trying to find the videos... Now, i totally understand this clip. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 16th, 2010
11:38 pm	I am currently on a self discovery journey:D I decided to post 1 thing that I absolutely know about myself, so that i will not forget about myself. First self revelation I like to do things in the dark. I find the darkness very comforting. I would do my chores in the dark such as wash the dishes without the light on. It feels peaceful, as though i am being cloaked in a shroud and wrapped up like a baby. I really do not know how to say it except the light is harsh, to me that is. It strips away all my defences and leaves me naked to whoever who happens to be looking in my direction. I guess this comes from staying in a house with ceiling windows. As you are looking out at the world, the world is also looking into your little dominion. I even trained myself to memorise the keyboard so that i can type in the dark. Then i realised the folly of my actions because the light from the laptop screen was even more brilliance and hurting... Tsk, the things i do... (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 7th, 2010
2:45 pm	Sometimes, I feel just like a fish. Me separated by a glass door and subjected to fingers pointing, knuckles rapping on the windows and doors; beckoning you when they catch your attention. My current seat is directly behind one of the three doors in the main staffroom. Perhaps i should my job status from teacher to teacher / bellboy. By day, I am a bona fide teacher, in between, a bellboy ready to take down any messages and fetch anyone that you are looking for. Perhaps I might include that in my resume in the future. Furthermore, the downside of sitting next to one of the exits in the staffroom means that people are "licensed" to look in on whatever you are doing. Renactment Walking out of the door, hmm the journey seems a little long, lets take a peep at what people are doing:D Just a quick peep. ohhhhh she is playing facebook... tsk tsk.... However, I am learning to find joy in my seat. That means that i do not have to walk a long long way to get to my classes since they are mostly located near to my seat. ( only trouble is with the stairs, those incessantly annoying steps) So, if there is something weird, in my form class,i would probably be able to get there in 5, 3 if i am not wearing my heels. Another good point about my seat is that it is near to the home econ kitchen so when the students are cooking, i get to smell all types of glorious food.... I mentioned to my mentor about this, she is also seated besides me, and she mentioned to the home econ teacher to reserve food for us... so   A little slice / cup of heaven. Chocolate souffle, freshly baked. Thank you!!!   (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 25th, 2010
8:35 pm	Currently, i am In the midst of planning to go to Taiwan. This time, I will be travelling with Karen, Vera and Sam. I am really really very excited because i really enjoyed myself the last time i went with karen, yanbo and weibin.   I need this time to be in a completely different environment, away from the school, away from everything and just relax and enjoy myself. I want to spend money and buy and eat and play without a care for the world.   As i am talking, i am salivating, thinking about my milk tea, "cold stone creamery's ice cream", ah zhong's mee sua, the breakfast noodles, the doughnuts, the seafood etc. I really really miss the food in taiwan alot. Although this trip will only be 8 days 7 nights, i think the thought of it will be enough to sustain me to the holidays. *Smiles* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 10th, 2010
11:55 pm	Only the most ridiculous things will happen to me, and all in one go. I woke up this morning, calling a cab to church. I walked out, saw a cab on call and walked over to it. Den i saw 2 huge towering boys walking over to the cab gesturing that that was their cab. Although i tot it was mine, i backed off and let them take it. Another cab came and it turned out to be the one the two hunks of boys called for. Felt like an idiot. Next, reached church and i was waiting in line to withdraw some money. There was this bangla that had problems with the atm machine besides me. I tot it was spoiled because i could not see the screen. So i told him, it was spoilt. Two minutes later, a chinese guy went up to it and it worked fine for him. Felt like an idiot again. Walked over to the new building. It was very confusing for me because it was my first time there by myself. I walked up the lift. Waited forever for it with a group of other people. So i decided to walk up the stairs. I was wearing heels. I just kept climbing higher and higher. In the end, i was suppose to go to just the third floor. I walked to the fifth without realising it. No wonder there was no other pple climbing together with me. Felt like an idiot again. Started my bible study class. I had to use the toilet during the middle of it. I walked out and climbed 1 flight of stairs to look for it. Disappointed, i walked back to the hall only to see the toilet in the hall. It was disguised as part of the wall so i walked past it without noticing it. Felt like an idiot for the fourth time. Good thing i stopped disgracing myself and came back home. What a genius i am:D P.S: I shall be optimistic. I shall look forward to everything and anything. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 10th, 2009
11:25 am	this is the third night that i had a nightmare in a row. It is making me kind of exhausted. Well, looking on the bright side, at least i am able to sleep past 9 now because of the nightmares. Before i left my bed, the nightmares were still very vivid in my head. It has gotten so bad that i actually woke my sister up this morning with my cries.This is getting kind of creepy. Apparently my nightmare is a 3 part series, i wonder if there will be a fourth part tonight. hahahha. I shall endeavour to recall as much as possible so that i can be like that person that someone told me that loves to dream so that he can write down what he dreams. The first nightmare ( i cant remember it clearly now) but i think it had to do with the feeling of being watched The second nightmare, i was being chased. Openly. While i was with a group of people on a camping adventure. The third nightmare i had involved me getting stalked and killed by this person whose face is now a shadow and a huge hunting knife. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 15th, 2009
3:59 pm	I found this online when i was browsing. The music is beautiful, it made my hair stand as I listen to it. Perhaps it could be because i heard the original rendition of it? I don't know but this guy is so talented. (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 14th, 2009
1:15 pm	Today is a wonderful day:) I saw the cutest, most polite chinese-looking mac delivery guy in my 2 yrs of ordering macdonalds. I must say that he is so different from the others. When i opened the door, the first thing that hit me was his apology for interrupting us when i opened the door.Such a sweetie. He looked chinese and was immaculately dressed. The next thing i noticed was that he was wearing a pair of sneakers unlike the usual crew and their crocs. He hooked a pair of sunglasses on his shirt plus he had motorcycle gloves. (bad boy image, i like) He looked like the asian version of James Dean clad in macdonalds uniform. hahahhaa. And and and the most important thing is that he has a very very nice voice!!!! Such an important aspect for me:D To think i was quarrelling with my sister on who to open the door. Luckily i got the short / long end of the stick It is a treat to see such an eye candy on a very mundance saturday. Swoons.... Shit... i have a feeling i will be ordering Mac every Sat. Sigh ( flutters flutters) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 28th, 2009
2:12 pm	I was happily playing with my i-touch on my parents' bed. As i was lazy to climb out of it, i decided to roll and when reaching the edge of the bed to end it off with a beautiful landing on my two feet like those kungfu shows. I forgot i was wear long pyjamas pants. I ended up stepping onto the pants and slithered and slided and landed flat on the floor :( Ouch (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 18th, 2009
11:45 am	been a while since i posted something. Nie has too busy for my liking... hahhaha So while going crazy, i seemed to have fallen in love with a new group, Kat-tun... A group whose  members wallow embrace narcissism, masochism, sado-masochism, delusion-ism ( my new word) But it is still attracting me for a reason I know not of. I blame my sister for introducing me to their Queen of the Pirates concert. My sister is trying to find their songs for me so that i can listen to it on my i-touch instead of being restricted to my laptop. (so sweet!!!) "Keep the faith" "Real face" "Wilds of my heart" My favourite... I am going crazy.... hahahah (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 16th, 2009
11:15 pm	i got bored from all the grammar lectures that i have been watching and reading. Decided to do something different before my mind explores from verbs and verb phrases This was on our journey to Changi Bethany Church, me and minrui for our rehearsal for the 10th anniversary choir practice. Guess who is the idiot that decided to test her pair of ridiculous height high heels and who was the kind soul that offered one of her slipper to the suffering soul to offer some relief? people tot we were both crazy. hahah:D that was a fun day My favourite bottle of oil. When i am dying from my cramps, its not superman that saves me but this bottle of red vivid sharp smelling oil. My saviour:D        went to Rachel's place with vannie. This was the very yummy strawberry cheese cake that she whipped up in 15 minutes. powerful. Want to know what is more powerful? The fact that the hearts are craved out of strawberries that caused her $20 and she only used a small side of the entire strawberry. So the 20 hearts that one sees, came from 10 strawberries. ok not making sense cuz i am hungry, tired and cramping...  shall perserve another time (Comment on this)
Friday, July 31st, 2009
1:15 pm	it is a little disturbing. Apparently, an extra 2 kg is enough to upset my entire body system and structure. And where did this bloody culprit come from? All the eating to kill the extra time in school. Super sucky. So i came to this realisation today when i decided that i want to jump and hop and dance like crazy to Arashi's Time concert (and prehaps swoon over Leader's dancing) and i realised that i cant dance the way i used to in the past... The Horrors, the Horrors. Simple steps are becoming a complex puzzle in deciphering and performing, and i cant turn as effortlessly as i used to... Shit... This weight have got to come off... On a lighter note, da jie is coming back... yayayya and she has my present... yayayay... And i found this new group on youtube. Mei might not like them cuz they are koreans but the drummer is super talented. (vera?) ok, so if not korean, how abt english... ahhaha (1 Comment |Comment on this)